Staring at the window ;

COUNTDOWN --> 3 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS!

Hm. decided that i shld get an mp3, and Zen Neeon is dam hot! [: click here to see it! :) gosh i would customise it to the T5 classic 04 after i get it! heehee.

But the Ipod Nano looks good too, now its like being leathered. click here to see it! :) its dam pretty.! shit cant wait to get my cheque then i can start buying! :D ahah but that means school will be reopening. :l

Help! so which one, Zen Neeon or Ipod Nano? :'(
i need suggestions.

Outing with Bestie today. met at PS and we wanted to watch King Kong. checked the timings but when we went there the queue was like, the horizon.! couldnt see the dam ending, so we decided to go to another place instead.. heh. ate first then took neoprints.! [: looooooove it. walked around and talked alot. =) but the talking caused us some embarrassing moments which shall not be mentioned.. tsk. then went to TBP to watch Wallace and Gromit, super hell funny show.! :) everyone should really go catch it, laughed like anything. the penguins from Madagascar were ultra cute please! heh click here to see the movie and details about it. 5 stars for the movie, cos it made me laugh! <3

Talked to my big sis on the phone last night, missed her hell lots. :) heh meet up soon so i can get back my Amath book.! lol. <3

Okays. lazy to type a super long post. off to bed now.

And dam, i havent bought school shoes. /:

Yes.

Just say those three words again.

COUNTDOWN --> 6 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS!

:S

Survived two consec days of Math tuition, glad we have a break before the next one. ah i practically forget everything i've been learning in Sec 3, im sooooo dead.! :'( especially that deadly topic, Circular Measures!! dang im so so gona suffer next year.

I havent watched King Kong! ): heard its dam nice, maybe im gona catch it tomorrow! yay Bestie's outing.! [: cant wait cant wait. gona enjoy the next teeny lil bit of the hols, dont think i'll be starting on my homework. /:

I need motivation, badly. ):

Been having bad bus ( hur hur! ) incidents the past few days, especially yesterday. waited with Cel for the bus and we still sould happily talk and wait for the bus to arrive. but when we boarded the long awaited bus, we both realised that we had forgotten to bring out EZ links! and to think i still put my wallet at the reader for so long, hoping that it would scan. lol dam embarrassing. and we had only 60 cents ._. so fucking embarrassing i almost wanted to die. luckily the bus driver was a nice guy so in the end he allowed us to take the bus with only 60 cents. tsk.

On my way back home on the same day, the stupid bus broke down in middle of the road and the doors couldnt even open. the engine couldnt off and we were stuck in the bus.! the lady driver had to use the emergency exit at the back and it was hilarious. aha we got free rides though. [: everyone was like so fascinated when she wanted to jump off the bus. lol.

And i concluded, i get high eating the Waffle cone from Macs. seriously, did they add drugs in em? i almost died laughing at nothing.

And Xiao Qiang, reminds me of ______.

Im officially depressed, for now.

Wounds that dont hurt ;

Changed skin again, and im gona change it again real soon. [: heh the tagboard looks really squashed in there, ah cant be bothered. and i love the song, My Chemical Romance! <3

Now im trying to start on my tuition work which is due tomorrow. :l good luck to me!

Anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AGAIN! [:

You're stuck ; in my head.

Can never get what i want for christmas ;

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!! [:

Yay finally christmas is here.!! [: thanks to everyone for the lovely cards, presents and wonderful messages. =) really brightens up one's day. planning to stay up till 6 today, dont really know why too. heh. love everyone to bits and pieces! :D

Sore throat's killing me. ): probably gona have a sexy voice [ ooh! ;) ] the next day and no voice the next next day. bleah it hurts, badly. )):

And we have a B Div netball blog! :) coolie beanos. netballers keep that thinge alive okay! blog at least once a week! credits to Mich! and a lil to me.. =P HAHAHAH. another one will soon be up!

Tuition yesterday. didnt have much of a mood. ahhh alot of work was incomplete, worse done ever. and the bad news is, there's gona be three times tuition next week, and probably 3 hours loooooong. :'( someone, kill me.

Then it was bballing with the watchies. [: aha met Xiong Di Di and Aaron at City Hall. went to Cairnhill CC to play. dam fun luh with Cel and Mich. floor was ubberly wet, just rained. and Xiong Di Di fell.! :D laughed our heads off. dam everyone shld have saw it! HAHAHAHAHAH. and he fell twice, but the first one was the funniest, landed on his butt. lol then later Hub and Andy came. played a lil while more then we went to play pool at Cuppage. skills dam rusty, but it was still fun. :) Xiong Di Di kept using the cue to dirty our legs! ah then kept tapping each other's shoulders.. haha superstition. laughed like mad too. then went to eat at Macs before heading home.

Caught the midnight movie, Narnia. was dam sad please, cried at the part when the lion sacrificed itself. now i really know the true meaning of sacrifice. aye the show's actually quite good! =) Xiong Di Di was trying to keep me awake cos i was kinda dozing off during the first part.. heh.

Party at Mich's house today. turn up was quite pathetic. Cel, Sam, Jamie, Mich and i. haha but we did have fun using the webcam and talking to Nat! :D lol dam funny. ate, took pics and watched Aeonflux. drank while watching the movie. then went to Jalan Kayu to have prata! yummmmmmmmm =) headed to Tiong bahru after that. went to Mount Faber to see the biggest christmas tree in Singapore, but it was quite disappointing. ): cos all along i thought it was real but it wasn't. was dam packed and we walked all the way up and down and back home.! hahaha. so now im back and my eyelids are started to get heavy. lol tsktsk.

Cant enjoy good food for the next few days! >:(

Ah i miss my big sis! where has she been, MIA for so many days. rah.

Got this from Mich's blog, and im gona do it too! :)

NAME 20 RANDOM PEOPLE YOU KNOW ;

1. Vivien
2. Celeste
3. Nat
4. Hui Shian
5. Mich
6. Beitris
7. Jing
8. Gladys ( just talked to her online! [: )
9. Evlin
10. Sam
11. Shirlynn
12. Xiong Di Di! hahahaha.
13. Thongs
14. Betina
15. Jamie
16. Reena
17. Yowie
18. Kelda
19. Jodine
20. Isabelle

How did you meet 13?
13 ; Thongs
through IJ netball! [: whackee!

What would you do if you never met 5?
5 ; Mich
dont really know. probably wont be wat i am today, and wont get to ever go Yio Chu Kang! lol.

What do you honestly think of 10?
10 ; Sam
really nice. [: berryken + SPL. she rocks my world.

Have you ever liked 3?
3 ; Nat
err, as a friend? always. but not really as in.. you know.

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
1 ; Vivien
Cry my heart out. learn to cherish my big sis much more and i wont have anyone to bully.! haha. =P

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
2 ; Celeste , 11 ; Shirlynn
um, thats like couple impossible.

Do you think 12 is hot?
12 ; Xiong Di Di?!
ERRR. *thinks dam hard* really no idea. hahahah.

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
1 ; Vivien , 17 ; Yowie
way no. they dont really know each other.

Do you know any of 3's family members?
3 ; Nat
ya! [: haha her cousins, dad, mum, aunt, ah gong and ah ma! lol.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
14 ; Betina
Cute? she's wayy too cute! :) 10!

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
4 ; Hui Shian
i dont think she'll ever do that, cos we're besties forever. =)

What language does 19 speak?
19 ; Jodine
HM. english, chinese and some other weird languages most of the time. HAHAH.

Who is 8 going out with?
8 ; Gladys
hah not too sure but i guess i can ask her about it.. heh.

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
18 ; Kelda , 5 ; Mich
no way. they can be really good friends though.

When was the last time you talked to 6?
6 ; Beitris
yesterday! when she told me she couldnt make it for bball. hah the next time i'll talk to her will be quite long.

What is 18's favorite band?
18 ; Kelda
uh, not so sure. maybe english's bands? lol.

Does 4 have any siblings?
4 ; Hui Shian
haha yess. two older brothers and one looks like out tutor! lol.

Would you ever date 1?
1 ; Vivien
like, no? its sisters forever :)

Would you ever date 7?
7 ; Jing
no, cos she's my friend! flood part! :D

Is 15 single?
15 ; Jamie.
HMMMM. for the moment, i guess so. (x

What is 19's last name?
19 ; Jodine
JODINIBOMBINI! =D

What is 3's middle name?
3 ; Nat
err, no middle name?

What is 10's fantasy?
10 ; Sam
i dont know.. probably laughing. haha.

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
14 ; Betina , 19 ; Jodine
that im really not too sure.. lol.

What school does 16 go to?
16 ; Reena
IJ SECONDARY, but leaving next year. ):

What school does 1 go to?
1 ; Vivien
Clementi town, but already graduated.

Where does 9 live?
9 ; Evlin
i know! lorong 1 toa payoh! heheh.

Would you make out with 13?
13 ; Thongs
no! neverrrrrrrrrrr.

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
5 ; Mich , 6 ; Beitris
haha they can maybe! ;)

Is 20 older than you?
20 ; Isabelle
nah, a year younger.

Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
4 ; Hui Shian
cant really call her a bitch. but yeah, she kinda fits the rest! :)

Is 17 your ex?
17 ; Yowie
er, no? dont think so. never i guess? hah.

Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
12 ; Xiong Di Di , 18 ; Kelda
nah, only as friends. [:

How is 2?
2 ; Celeste
she's mad! escapes from IMH! haha but i still love her! <3

Haha okay that kept me occupied for awhile. now its time for me to reach my goal.!

Goodnight world. =)

Looking towards that straight, long path.

Today is sucha gloomy day. everyone is looking so gloomy, including me.. ):

Kellock training was a killer for my legs, so poor thing okay. :'( i think i have a dam dua blue black on my inner thighs, it hurts whenever i press them, all thanks to the medicine ball.. >:@ run was more for legs, with all the stairs and stuff. i wasnt really panting, but my legs were dying. ah then it was the usual, and i hate hate hate the medicine ball.! ah fuck 2kg in your legs and another 2kg on your hands! game was like shit, kinda lost it. but coach was in a good mood, so it wasnt that bad. hur stupid rambutan..! >:(

Watch outing later in the afternoon. Jing and i were dam late all because of training. lol met at Somerset then we went to play arcade. haha it was dam hilarious! man i hate the house of the dead 2. characters are super ugly.! kept screaming while i was shooting. hah then played time crisis with jing! [: superr fun. guys played car racing, dam funny just watching them drive and SCREAM! hahahahah.

Some others joined us later on, then we went to play pool. couldnt get into Kpool at Cine, so we went to Cuppage instead. phew there werent much people there. dam fun playing pool, stupid Xiong kept interrupting me! and i won him three games okay! out for three! haha he's dam hilarious when he plays. kept doing the eye thinge on me so i kept tapping his shoulder.! lol stupid guy. left to eat dinner. everywhere's so crowded we actually walked from Cuppage allllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way to Far East. and in the end we ate Burger King ( bao bao wang! ) ._. haha talked alot there. kept asking each other the chinese version of an animal, so thats how the bao bao wang came about. lol then the rest left. all the guys ganged up luh, kept bullying me and my king kong toy! rah laughed at my EZ link. went home with that bear.

Ah, just completed christmas cards, this year was rather in a rush. but it was still carefully done. lol hope it gets to you all in time. [: hands are aching, feels like ive just written a 10 000 words essay. now i hafta start on my tuition work. :'( ah my rusty brains!

Im so rotting at home. thanks to my retarded mum.

Almost two weeks before school starts again! hate facing the reality. /:

Might be playing bball or pool tmr with the watchies again! :)

Now then i realize, that ive been living in my own world. thinking of stuff that arent true, but convincing myself in a way that it makes me believe in only wat i wna believe in. all these while, ive been lying to myself, not being myself and it will take some time for me to become myself again. ive learnt to cover up during the past few years, and maybe mature in these few areas. now its better not to get so involved, and words really do hurt alot. but all i know for now is, just to get you out of my head first.

This is a game of love.

Getting a lil sick of town now. i've already been there for the past three consec days. and i swear, tomorrow will be the last day that i'll be there for this week. hur imagine walking up and down the place like 20 times in the afternoon ._.

Ooh i loooove Candy Empire.! =) the place just brightens my day up! love the starburst squirts, ther're so yummy! heh. me and Viv spent like almost an hour in there choosing sweets and chocolates okay. then we went to Popular to write notes! had like a hard time looking out for the staff and using the markers to decorate the sweets. so in the end i think it turned out dam ugly. haha.

Today was animal farm's outing day. i thought i was late la, but when i reached, only Sam and Eun was there. /: hah then we went to eat first then slowly one by one cam to join in. Yow, Cheong, Tandi, Ali, Sam and Eun! :) and we gave Cheong a basketball okay! so sweet! haha exchanged christmas gifts, everything was like bought of the shelf except for the personal notes. heh walked around, shopped and talked. [: missed them to bits! <3

Met Jod for dinner later. [: foodcourts are really doing good businesses, we took hell long to find seats. ate and talked. caught up on some stuffs.. and other random stuff. heh. so exposed sitting at the steps.! but the convo was really good. =) meet up soon again! <3

Ah and i saw this fucking hot black Lamborghini beside Heeren! [: man its dam hot.! ah i wna own it when im old enough to get a driving license.. :l

Kellock training tomorrow morning.. ugh. cant pon any more trainings, she'll kill us! ah then after that is our OBS watch outing! [: yay yay yay.

IDFGDGBBNNYJKADEWF i wna change my template!! but i cant find any blogskins that i like.. ):

stop toying.

Miss independent no more.

Ah fucking friendster.!
>:(
so irritating i cant write testimonials back to people.!
rah im gona sue this thing!

Anyways sorry dont feel like watching King Kong, too lazy. we'll go out soon again okays? <3

And yes Jing! :) spikey spikey hair dude! 8-)

Okays. all these are random. heh.

I need to see the hope.

Christmas is all about you. :)

EHHHH. i've been tagged like twice and infected once. gosh, does that mean i have to do the posting of random facts about myself again? 3 times, so another 15 weird facts about myself! i dont have that much.. lol. hmmm. just refer to my old post? heh. click here.

And i love this song by the way. :) thanks Mich! <3

Study awards yesterday. headed all the way to knc just to get a cheque ._. heh but nvm at least im a hundred richer $) lol. missed my team mates. paula paula ooh la la! ;) food was great, there was like a whole lamb down for us! oh i love the chocolate eclairs! :) YUM. and Viv was like, mad! she said she was entertaining us by singing kiddy songs and doing the bear dance. i think she was entertaining herself rather than us. lol. headed to town and played the arcade! heh so fun! Xian played till she pespired profusely and her whole sole came out. hah was dam funny. then went to Xian's house to have dinner. stupid Ky was fighting with me in the bus, and she sprayed water at me! >:@ rarr we ate hot food. played Xbox and i seriously think i need practice on every game that i play. lol they sure had fun watching us play while they munch on the biscuits. headed home at bout 11. took a cab and according to Ky, the guy was sleeping while he was driving.! lol. went to town then took a bus home.

Okay i had to stay home today, to prevent my mum from nagging and grounding me. :'( ate like a pig, watch tv, phone, painted my nails yellow and now, using the com. haha man i cannot get grounded...! shit.

Ah shit, its dragging me in again. >:@

Before i met you ;

Okay. so im back from this one day trip. :)

YAY! =)

Malacca was quite fun, just that there were like only 2 major shopping centres, so we didnt walk around much. the hotel has a balcony, so nice. :) the dinner buffet was hell good, wide variety of cuisines, from Western to Japanese. yumyum. and i like the tv channels there, they show Ripley's believe it or not, that show rocks. [:

Skipped Friday's training, so Wednesday was the last for me. heard there's another unofficial training on Wednesday at Kellock, ): ugh. anyways she made us do full training and at least it didnt felt as tiring as i thought. left for match against UWC later, last game this year. score was 71 - 33. hm wondered how Nike did for the game. dam shagged after that please. good talk on the bus and we headed to eat supper at Tiong Bahru market. *%$&$%^%^#!

Study awards tomorrow, ugh dreading it.

Goodbye world.

I've decided.

Take me away.

Darn. attending the first training after two weeks of fun, joy, laughter and madness is never fun. all you get is scoldings, screamings and injuries. >:@ there you are putting in your best effort but all you get back is just someone out there who is screaming her ass off at you. so the moral of the story? NEVER NEVER EVER MISS AT LEAST A WEEK OF CONSEC TRAININGS. i almost died. :'(

Chalet was great fun, though not all of them could come. had so much leftover food, to think we were so paranoid over it. taking our own sweet time preparing food and bathing in Mich's house made us late for an hour. aha, watched tv, went mad and we played the arcade. :D ooh la la. after the seniors left, we cleared up the food and utensils. it was like, this is nothing compared to OBS! aha so clearing up was quite an easy job. went up to the bedroom and everyone squeezed. we were talking, and i was about to fall asleep. yes, sleeping for 4 hours isn't a joke. it makes me depressed. decided to go home as it was too packed and i need the sleep, so yes, reached home in the morning.

Now that im back, my mum isn't allowing me to go back to the chalet today! wtf now im stuck at home. there isn't anything pleasant to eat at home, im starving! hm maybe i shld just start writing christmas cards now.

Letting go is probably the most logical and fair thing to do. why hold on when you know for now, you cant make things change? im thankful that you once loved me.

Half a broken heart.

Eyebags are so ugly, they're killing me. ): rah tuition has got me up at 10, cos of the ample work her has given us. as usual, i didn't finish it. heh. lunch was disgusting, my mum was so lazy she just dumped meat into the porridge and we were like eating dog food. >:@ eeeck. went to meet Mich at her house bus stop after that. headed to Sam's house for a Berryken's outing. :D we went mad playing DDR! [: it was super duper fun! legs got tangled at the first part but soon i got addicted. aha took videos of the stupid us dancing. gosh then went to Chomp Chomp to eat. Miss Champion joined us. :) just realised her face looks good with a lip piercing, the one i always wanted to get. her face overall suits any kind of sliver piercings. lol food was good. stingray, pizza, char kuay teow, carrot cake and big big sugarcane! :D yummy yummy. after that we went to NTUC to get last minute food and back to Sam's house. lingered for awhile more then cabbed home.

I just dont love you no more.

Woke up at 3pm today. man guess how tired i was. OBS was surely smthg more than i have expected, especially when we only have the basics. im so happy that i actually survived. haha.

DAY 1 ;
School fetched us to Punggol jetty to take a ferry to Palau Ubin. was super tired, cos i slept at 3am and woke up at like 630. when we went there we got to know which watch we're in. i was like with Jing! :) haha we were screaming please! heh our watch was called ARMSTRONG and we combined with Dunearn Sec. 10 girls and 4 guys. they were great people. :) our instructor's Chiew Yien, she's the self called chiobu! haha. did some checking and cleaning of equipments then we went to kayak. did capsizing drill and it was super fun and funny! though the kayak was super heavy! the two guys were the ultimate, kept laughing our heads off. :D and because i kept laughing non stop at them, they're now always bullying me. heh then the guys went to pitch tents and the girls went to cook at the campsite which was 102 steps up the hill, so tiring can. bathed, packed abit then went off to sleep. rocky floor and stupid insects, didnt sleep on the first night. /:

DAY 2 ;
Woke up at 6, unpitched tents, cooked breakfast and we did high elements. did zipline and it was really cool. :) and we buddy watched with AMUNDSEN! [: Yow, Mich and Eunice were there. heh then did the log thinge with Yow. we were seirously dying and we looked so unglam. hur then packed our bags for the hike and could only wash our hair and face before we leave. my bag was like ultra heavy! think it was, 20kg? gosh walked to our campsite which was quite nearby. guys pitched tent again, while girls cooked. :) there were no toilets, so we had to pee in the bushes or dig a hole to shit in the ground! eck the night was the worst cos of the dogs walking up and down, people singing from who-knows-where and more insects making noise in the middle of the night. but did manage to catch some sleep.

DAY 3 ;
Yes unpitched tents again, cooked breakfast and packed our bags. a daily routine in the morning. we did land expediton today, which means, hiking with our super duper heavy bags. ): backtrekked so many times, think we walked about 9km. shoulders were aching, but when we were almost at our destination Jing and i were super hyper, and the bags weren't as heavy anymore because we drank loads of water and ate food, and we were kinda getting used to it. yup it was quite fun actually. :) and the best part was though i was wearing tees and shorts, i didn't get any mosquito nor sandfly bites at all. thanks to my effective insect repellent. :D Guan Ting had 60 over of em including a big one on his cheek. eck the horror. reached our next campsite at bout 6. pitched tents, cooked and we couldnt bathed. eck we smelled and were so stinky. could only powder bath. ground was worse, little grass and lots of rocks. ugh Osim massage chair please! lightning at 345 in the morning, so scary! almost died.

DAY 4 ;
Unpitched, ate and packed our bags. trekked to the place where we will start the sea expedition, kayak all day. way there was muddy and sandy. kayaked in the sea, then into the mangrove swamp. the boat ever goes straight. got lost and had to go through 3 bonarch points. so muddy and slippery, and the sun was glaring. it was dam disgusting. arms were numb, carrying our body weight plus 8litres of water and food. then all the way to the sea and back to camp 2. went half round Palau Ubin and total time we took was 9 hours! man im like super chaota now. my skin's burning. washed kayaks, cook, checked store and yay went to bathe! :) it felt soo great! haha talked for awhile before sleeping. and yes, i just knocked out when my head touched the ground. haha.

DAY 5 ;
Last day. ): unpitched, washed bags, tents, blue tarb, life vests, mesh tins, pots, ponchos, groundsheets, bottles, jerricans, stoppers and caps. did store checking again and we had lots of leftover food. talked, slacked around and i really love everyone in my group, though they always bully me. hah went to buy shirts and did last minute stuff. gathered and started taking pics! soon after we left and we were kinda the last batch to go. took a bus with the IJ people and Dunearn Sec. IJ was super noisy! haha they were kinda quiet. all alighted at the same stop but they went to town. ate at Hougang mall like pigs. oh man food was good after eating maggi mee for the past 3 consec days. aha then it was home sweet home. :)

This has been sucha great experience, especially when one gets so used to the materialistic world outside there, they'll suffer alot here. i did on the first day, couldn't do all the dirty stuff, but slowly got used to it. already on the second day had everyone seem as if they had known each other for years, and we kept peace all the way to the last day. our group suffered the most, which included our buddy watch, Amundsen. it was really great, though the netballers weren't together, but hey. i got to make so much more new friends and so much experiences that i have never felt before. it isnt very bad actually, wat a great camp. :)




thats my watch! ;) *lovely people.

Gona go out now, for dinner. and yay my MSN's working again, cos i downloaded the older version. ah well, at least i can talk online. :) heheh tsktsk. =p

Really, i meant wat i said.

Your killing smile.

Wah. im dead tired and very shagged now. going to have a good sleep from tonight alllllll the way till tmr. heh.

Changed my skin cos i was sick of the other one, though the colour combination and all dont really match. heh will do it some other time when im more awake and hyper. lol.

OBS was such fun! :D people were fantastic, everything was just simply great. though it was dirty most of the times.. heh. cant explain now, too exhausted. having double visions. ugh shall blog bout it some other time! =) till then.

[:

It doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone forever.

Yes that was Miss Celeste Lee. she said her post is nice. um, okay. =P

Yay im back from Bangkok. :) but that place was sure a fun thing. enjoyed myself so much, though i still had ta get out of bed like 7 in the morning and stuff, the place, people and service is really good. =) missed every single bit of the place, shall update more specifically when im back from OBS which starts tmr. /:

I hope a miracle happens! like i dont even know which watch im in.. and whether we get to bathe everyday.. cant sleep without bathing one whole night, eck. and among all the netballers, im the last to blog my lastest entry.. heh. kinda finished conferencing on the phone, everyone like cant sleep! excited but at the same time, scared. yea, me too actually, heh. but i'll get some sleep, i need the sleep. hah okay say bye to reality for another 5 days once again that has really shocked me when i came back yesterday.. how can so much happen within that one whole week? like seriously, SO MUCH. :l cant really go to OBS in peace.. ):

Sometimes under this situation its best to not think about it so much and just let it move on.. i mean, come on, if the other party has already moved on, carrying on with their life so happily and attached, why cant i? it seems so unfair, that im stuck alone in this road and back to square one. no more hopes, they're disappearing faster and faster each day, i dont think there is anymore left. why pull me in? really, i rather not know the truth, it really helps A WHOLE LOT. everything i do, everywhere i go, (&&amp;*%&$^!! can you imagine, the pain.. both emotionally AND mentally. damn all this.

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